Dream by Moonlight

I’m being an emotional roller coaster tonight. Yay for being off my BC! …not. I...

Sun, 26 May 2013 00:34:10 -0400

I’m being an emotional roller coaster tonight. Yay for being off my BC! …not.

I don’t want to be fucked, I want to be made love to. I want to not still feel dirty and disgusted from my shoot Friday and the overly-touchy photographer who felt the need to adjust my clothing, including the crotch area. I want to not feel empty right now. I want to feel alive and wanted and beautiful. I don’t want to feel like I’m the ugly duckling again, whose slowly getting pushed to the side and is past her usefulness stage.

Part of me wants to curl up in my bed and never get put again. I hate being confused and lost and stupid. I hate being an emotional wreck for absolutely no better reason than my hormones are fucked up so I have trouble staying level. Because I know that’s exactly what this is, but it also doesn’t make the emotions any less potent.

On the upside, I did have a really good shoot today. Not a moment of discomfort, and I shot new things for me. So I’m a bit curious to see how they come out.

I should sleep. Staying up does not help when your body is drained.

Ignore my stupid ramblings.

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Sat, 25 May 2013 23:38:56 -0400

It's where my demons hide

Sat, 25 May 2013 23:32:51 -0400

It's where my demons hide

earthandanimals: Saw Whet Owl I rescued a year ago. My...

Thu, 23 May 2013 16:06:46 -0400

earthandanimals:

Saw Whet Owl I rescued a year ago. My boyfriend and I thought we saw an Owl in the middle of the road but weren’t sure. However my instincts told me it was certainly something! So we flew back to get him kept him for the night because it was 11 pm then the next morning we took him to Raptor Trust in North Jersey where the examined him, told us he had NO injuries and that he was just in shock, then they released him! They said he flew a very long way from home. We found him in Sandy Hook NJ. I named him Soren after the movie The Guardians of Ga’Hoole. He was the best little owl. I miss him but I KNOW he is living a happy healthy wonderful life! :D

WTFrell?!: myownhell: i swear to odin, the next asshole that says “ohh you want...

Thu, 23 May 2013 15:58:12 -0400

WTFrell?!: myownhell: i swear to odin, the next asshole that says “ohh you want...:

myownhell:

i swear to odin, the next asshole that says “ohh you want (insert modification here), then how will you ever get a job?!?”!”

im going to look them dead in the face and say “well i guess i’ll just have to hope that my potential employer isnt a completely narrow minded arrogant…

Pretty much. Though while tattoos and some piercings have become more “socially acceptable”, the bulk of multi-colored hair and body modifications aren’t. Only certain employers are going to hire you if you have that look still. You aren’t entitled to shit.

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Thu, 23 May 2013 15:19:56 -0400

aseaofquotes: Veronica Roth, Insurgent

Thu, 23 May 2013 15:08:48 -0400

aseaofquotes:

Veronica Roth, Insurgent

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Thu, 23 May 2013 14:46:44 -0400

rainbowlogik: Bad ass zombie storm trooper

Thu, 23 May 2013 14:12:47 -0400

rainbowlogik:

Bad ass zombie storm trooper

aseaofquotes: Isaac Marion, Warm Bodies

Thu, 23 May 2013 13:56:01 -0400

aseaofquotes:

Isaac Marion, Warm Bodies

unanimo: seen here (x) God. Damn.

Thu, 23 May 2013 13:50:37 -0400

unanimo:

seen here (x)

God. Damn.

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Thu, 23 May 2013 13:25:50 -0400

myredbike: “How does she make you feel?” he asked him while...

Thu, 23 May 2013 13:19:46 -0400

myredbike:

“How does she make you feel?” he asked him while taking another sip from his drink.

“Like a different man,” he answered, picking up his own. “I feel like anything is possible. She makes me want to be better.”

“Do you think it’s just a phase and it might wear off eventually like it often does?”

“Absolutely not. She’s the one. I have not a single doubt in my mind. I can feel it in every cell of my body.”

“Does she feel the same way about you?”

“Yes, she does. It’s the most incredible feeling. I’ve never known anything like it in my life.”

“Do you love her?”

“Yes. With all of my crazy, unreasonable heart.”

“If that’s the case, then why aren’t you two together?”

“I know,” he said, his thoughts drifting off into the distance. “It’s complicated!”

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alxbngala: [x]

Thu, 23 May 2013 13:17:53 -0400

alxbngala:

[x]

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Thu, 23 May 2013 13:15:19 -0400

earthlynation: Lynx

Thu, 23 May 2013 13:07:28 -0400

earthlynation:

Lynx

passerkirbius: I heartily endorse this comic. (via Maximumble -...

Thu, 23 May 2013 12:10:14 -0400

passerkirbius:

I heartily endorse this comic.

(via Maximumble - #480 – Dolled)

deeplifequotes: You must learn to be patient. Patient with...

Thu, 23 May 2013 11:37:45 -0400

deeplifequotes:

You must learn to be patient. Patient with yourself and the people in this world. You must learn to slow down. To take some time to breathe, to notice, to appreciate what you have. Just trust that in the moment you really need an answer it will come to you clearly. You will know what you need to do, to say, to give. Believe in yourself, in the life you are leading. Trust that you can and will figure this all out. Give yourself the time and space to do that.

aseaofquotes: Elizabeth Norris, Unraveling

Thu, 23 May 2013 10:46:47 -0400

aseaofquotes:

Elizabeth Norris, Unraveling

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Thu, 23 May 2013 10:35:18 -0400